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Ok . Basically , just finished having my lunch . Brother is not at home so i decided to use the computer to Blog before he reach home . Where the hell is he maan ? HAH . We planned to go out & catch a movie . His treat . How sweet is that huh ? ((:
See ! I told ya I love my brother MORE than I love my sister . She seldom asked me out or ask me to tag along if she's going out or something . But as for my brother , he often asked me out to go with him or go bike riding with him & that's whyy I love my brother ! Even though sometimes , I do get scolding from him for making his room messy ! ):
Hopefully , we can make it on our "DATE" . HAHAHA . k lame . -.-
Ohh yeaah . I was SURPRISED ! that i got a phone call from Bestfriend , Alep . o.0
I thought he went to Camp Pinacle today until Friday . So whyy did he call me ?
He said its because the bus left hiim . BAGUUUUUSSSSSSSS ~
So , decided to give him a call back & he asked me if Im free & i could lepak today .

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ITU ANAQ MEMANG UAT HATI AKU SAKET ! DA KTER LAU NAK KUAR , BLG SIANG2 . NI TIDAK ! SUKER LAST MINUTE . pfft ~
So told him I cant uhh coz later I will be going out & I told him on Thursday maybe I can . Hopefully can uhh after my PDS training in the afternoon . Sekejap pon jadii uhh . Rinduu saah same itu anaq ! Da lame taq jumpe . ((: Later going to tell him if he wants to lepak , come down Tamp Inter & meet me . IM SO NOT GOING DOWN TO SIMEI AGAIN ~ Last time I went down Simei already & meet him . Now his turn lah come down Tamp & meet me . *winkwink*

ada betoool ????~ :DD

Heyy . Guess what ? I made cookies today . Alone okey without any help from mum or sys (:
Proud larr abeh ! :DD
Didnt went out today except in the morning , went to sent Bro back to his camp . He has been transfered to Safti Camp . OCS ! ((:
& Ohh , congrats to hiim for getting to that course . He has decided to sign on . So he will be searving NS for 3 years & not 2 (: Im soo gonna miss him !
Later maybe going out & maybe not ? Depends .

; FYI , im officially SINGLE . but currently having scandal with my AMIRAH sygg :D

Yesterday's plan were sort of cancel . I plan not to sleep till 2AM but my eyes couldnt take it at all ~ I tried to stay awake by watching teevee & listening to the iPod but I guess it doesnt work at all . I soon fell asleep without knowing it . Suddenly , I woke up , checked my phone & received a message from alep :
him: sha, da tdo ?
me: da . aku tertdo saah tunggu korang call . lambat oii !
him: haha . tk per , kau gi uh tdo . kiter smuer pon da nak tdo . bye . tc
me: lerrr . k lar2 . ngantok uh. bye . tc . Goodnight people ! :DD
I slept soundly after that , like finally ~ 3&half hours of sleep the day before until that night , obviously I couldnt take it at all . My eyes are simply dropping & I could hear the pillows calling me~ heh :D
& Ive yet to call or message alep , asking about hiim . So , maybe will be doing it later or evening or night ? ((:

Ok . Ive been thinking about this recently . Ive been thinking about ending this relationship of mine but I dont know how to say it to him . Any ideas people ?
I think its a waste of time being together if we cant even meet that often . & he ? Wont even contact me & he will always expect me to contact him first . Its irritating ~ sumpah taq bedek .
& I dont think so he is even serious about it . So , im ending it ! SOOOOON ~ && I think , I am better of beiing single & enjoy my life ! without even worrying about who I am with or what I do with them . ^.^

Yesterday night or should I say Midnight, was GREAT ! I was surfing the net & having some conversations with my friends , when my BESTfriend, Alep online . I was so happy that I was grinning infront of the screen . So , I decided to start off the conversation with him but unfortunately , he wasnt in a good mood as he is experiencing some problems of his own . I told him to share it with me & he did . I pitied him alot & so I gave him some of my ideas and suggestions . Along the way , there was also some misunderstanding with each other but we apologized & we has solved it . After a while , he decided to add me up in another conversation along with his friend name, Dart . & we continued our conversation & find the different ways of solving his problem . While we were happily chatting , my 'beloved computer' shut down by itself & when I tried to online back , I got to know the boys has offline . So I also decided to offline also . After while , I received a phone call from alep saying that he & Dart will be calling me . & they did & we started to conference at around 3AM . Alep's voice makes me really worried of him . I mean , as a friend , I do care about him . He sounds so sad . So soft . & It really makes me want to cry listening to his voice & the situation he is facing . then we continue talking , laughing , finding ideas on alep's problem & even make stupid jokes till 5.30AM .
& there is this part which I couldnt take it at all . They 'pantun' with each other . They make up any pantun they can think off & TADA ! , they started debating with one another . & I could only remember one , " Minum susu kat kaki mak , kau banyak peh pukimak!" HAHAHAH :DD
& After all that laughter , alep was sleepy & we decided to put down . & guess what ?! I only got 3&half hours of sleep ever since we put down the phone . & I didnt even realize my sys woke me up just now . How coool is that ~ ((: Now ? Ive got EYEBAGS ! xD

&& Ohh Boys , Gereq sesangat bobal ngan korang ! FUNFUN ~ One day , set date , jumpe & we lepak okey ? ((:

Tonight we'll be doing the same routine:D

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I would like to say THANK YOU to anyone who has Relinked me :DD

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how's your boy been
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